I’m impatient. I get frustrated really easily. I know that patience is considered a virtue, consider it a virtue that I don’t have. There’s just been a lot of stress and other things eating at me, and I just don’t need anything else to pile on. I am so close to breaking.
Yesterday, when I bombed my interview, I was so depressed. I mean, Makeup is one of those things that I get. Makeup I’m good at, I enjoy it, and I like other people feel good about themselves. For someone who doesn’t even know me, the fact they shut me down so so quickly, it makes me sick to my stomach, I’m queazy just thinking about it.
Today, I found this band called After School Special. I wanted to take their logo and make a button. I have a badge a minit “EASY” Button maker. I followed the directions to a T~ and the button would fall apart. I mean I tried it at least 9 times and it just fell apart, and I was inches away from throwing the heaviest part of the machine out of my window.
I’m not sure why, but I’ve been extremely depressed lately, just wanted to let you guys know whats been going on with me. Anyone wanna try cheering me up?
Bubblegum Universe 