Whenever it comes to a commission. Nothing ever stays completed. Especially something for me. Like, When I made that damn English soldier camera bag? It took for freaking ever. Then came that damn Website! It always takes me a super long time to finish things and then they never stay finished.

Like yesterday, I finally got the website up and running and was so looking forward to relaxing for the rest of the summer…But NO! Now all of a sudden its not good enough. Its too bland, its not verbose enough…Ugh I can never escape.

 I want to be able to relax this summer for the simple reason that when I get back to school there will be no relaxation. There will be no  time for fun, or extra curricular activities. I have to stay completely and utterly focused this semester. i must FOCUS!

 I have to bring up my GPA and my grades, or there won’t be any point in going to school.I want to do way better than the last two semesters!! Now that I am actually able to afford school. I want to do a good job. Especially since I don’t have any outstanding pressures. Like I did last month. I was crazy to think I could be a blogger, band member, dance team member and a neko member all at the same time! Especially when practices were 3 times a week for more than 3 hours each!! 

  I remember having to crawl to my rooms sometimes, Just shows how out of shape I am. I just want this semester to be better. Better Gpa, Better grades just better alltogether. And if that means Ihave to give up a few things for it to be that way then I guess thats ok… Hopefully, I can stillbe a student blogger. One of the only jobs that didn’t feel like work. 

Looking forward to being rebellious withyou,

Gabriella