The last time I wrote about my relationship I wrote about how my “boyfriend” felt like he wasn’t ready to commit. It hurt, it hurt bad, then I got over it, we got over it and we moved forward. So I thought, On the day of our anniversary, he came over to my apartment and broke up with me. He said it was his parents, and ya know that might have been the truth. But When We got back together I specifically stated, that if he didn’t think he was going to be able to stick up for me, then He needed to leave. We talked about it several times, and I made it perfectly clear hat it was the only thing I wanted was that. It erks me that he knew this the whole time and didn’t do anything about it. 

 I don’t think the Breakup would have been as bad, if he had just been honest. Hey this isn’t work out, or just been like, hey, My parents are on to us, let us cool this off until their a little less suspicious. I think I could have survived that. Unfortunetely that’s not what happened. And It is kiling me, that I no longer have him. I just don’t think his parents should have that much say. Whether or not you could date someone? I mean I thought my parents were strict, and they were, but his are on a whole nother level. Its completey unfair what their doing to him and in turn what he’s doing to me. I was almost done, almost better. And then He answers, after WEEKS of not answering his phone, he answers, not with words, but I can hear him breathing on the other end, but I talk, I know he’s there, and everything I’ve been Eager to tell him spills out like guts on to the pavement. How I feel, What I want, what he’s done, Everything, How I cried myself to sleep for the first week, but NOTHING, I hear no response, and then we get connected, and I call back and he answers again with no response, and so I finished what I wanted to say. I think it was a good thing, I didn’t necessarily get closure, but I got enough to start feeling good about myself. 

I think I might be abe to get over this, I want to get over this. If I can’t have him, I want to be in a state of mind, healthy enough to allow me to move on with someone new. Someone, who recently asked me out and is waiting on a reply. Someone with the same interests as I, and is super cute with glasses. He’s Sweet and He’s nice, and He kisses like nobody’s business, and I really want to find out more about him. 

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