So, life in general has been so busy that I haven’t been able to update anything in a while.  I haven’t even had my netbook or tablet on me. Which is ridiculous because both fit in my purse. Like unless, I’m home, I don’t have a teather to the internet. Which is why my voice on the internet has been so barren and infrequent. 

So, I decided to go out with some of my girls. and we got all dressed up and went to dinner, and I got two phone numbers. From two very different guys. One, a white guy from a whole different area of my town. He’s super cute and funny,, Two, a black guy from like down the street. a philosophy student at UC. Smart and sexy is a deadly combination.

I’ve been talking to the both. It makes me feel so weird. I mean, neither of them are Ashton. But I’m starting to think that is a good thing. I know that Ashton and I had something special, and I now know that its HIS fault that its gone. NOT MINE. HIS!  

I’ve never had so much male attention before. Usually when it happens, I was dating Ashton and I was so happy with him that I didn’t pay any of those guys any attention, in fact, it irked me that so many “males” came out of the wood work to talk to me, when they knew I had someone. Now I’m single and this is the time they should be talking to me, and not a single one has made a peep. 

Now I have these two great guys, showing interest in me and I don’t know WHAT TO DO. They both pay great attention to me. and I’ve only hung out with one of them, but I kind of like him. And he’s a great kisser…

But my biggest thing is I have a horrible habit of getting too involved. I’m afraid I’ll push him away…

Why is my love life so weird?