I keep attempting to put myself out there in and I keep failing epically. Its almost like there is really no point in me continuing to do this, because there is not a single person, male or female that is interested in actually getting to know me. Am I really just that dissatisfying? People tell me all the time, that I’m so pretty, I’m so beautiful, oh Gab you’re so smart. If I’m all of these great things. Why in the world is there not one person other than my ex, that is willing to spend time to get to know me? Why is there not a single person, who just isn’t interested in sex? Why is there not a single person, who will text me for a movie date and then when I actually get there, be waiting for me in the lobby, in my lifetime, do you know how many times I’ve been stood up? I bet you I’ve been stood up more times then there are Pokemon. Do you know how pathetic that is? There are like 500 bloody of them.