I feel like it is time for a fresh start. I don’t really have anywhere to pour out my inner thoughts, I can write them down all I want, but having someone to talk to about them, makes me feel better. Trying to be a Suicidegirl sort of taken away my ability to be honest or open. I’m not blaming them for anything. Honestly, I’m not, if anything that have really bolstered my self confidence. It helped me realize that I may not have that “perfect Model” body but that I was ok with the body that I did have, and that even if I wasn’t, that I could change it simply by working out, or taking a run with my boyfriend, or chasing my cats around the backyard.  However, I have decided that becoming a hopeful will be put on hold while I get my life together. 

 Finding a new place with my boyfriend.Finding a job that will actually support me and my life, without working 7 days a week or two jobs at a time. Finding time to take my Dreamweaver Certification. Starting my Bakery Catering business. Filling out my photography portfolio. Attending local Bakeoffs, to get my name out there. Actually finishing a knitting/crochet project, actually starting some.

 So get ready for this “blog” to take a massive shift. I can’t wait to get back to my original personal blogging pattern. Oh how I’ve missed it so. If you can’t wait for the next post. Leave an ask! I love talking to people and you can catch me on Twitter @provacatrix!